Adrenaline

Had a good day, I got the privilege of spending my entire day with Peak. It was delightful. I got to climb, chat, enjoy people and places. It was rockin!!! I also got to try walking across a balance beam that was WAY up in the air. It was so intense. It's one of those things where you learn about yourself through the experiences that you take in. Intense for sure, adrenaline not in shortage, life expectancy shrinking...oh well... :)

On another note, my health has taken a turn for scary again. I have some more tests on Tuesday to figure some new stuff out but spent last night on the phone with a nurse and apparently I'm not suppose to wait til Tuesday...grr...I'm so tired of tests and feeling sick and...all of it. My mother is of course, flippin' out and trying to come stay with me, to which I simply refuse. I'm a big girl and although I love having her around, there are major issues at home that need more immediate attention - like my Grandma. It puts my mind at ease knowing that my family is there to make sure she's doing okay. Forget about me, deal with those I love because without them, I just don't know where I'd be...

Direction

I was going to post about things that have been on my mind for a week or so now, the job, the people in my life, love, happiness and adventure...but as the story goes...fate has a different direction for me right now.
There are some serious events taking place around me that do directly affect me. Sure, I'm a bit worried right now but at the same time I know that I have to be strong because if I'm not, who will be? Details aren't been talked about right now, just for privacy reasons and all...but your prayers and support for my family and every one's health and positive spirits would sure be appreciated.

Another Doctor

In an attempt to move away from the traditional pill throwing doctors and achieve the health I want - I have switched docs. I had my first visit today with my new GP, her name is Julie. She seems very nice and I hope that this one can be a long termer. She gave me a thumbs up for my current health path, which felt good to finally hear. So many doc's hate holistic treatment but I've found so far that organic living has been the only really healthy thing for me.

I need to go to the Co-op tonight and stock up on groceries - my fridge looks like a bachelor's! Scary!! The only problem with organic living is that it really does require a lot more time. I have to go to special grocery stores, I have to read labels like no tomorrow, and I have to try harder at finding recipes that work just right for what's available. It's entirely worth it and I feel great about it - it's just something to consider if you're thinking about jumping in the water.

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As some of you know - I bought the ex a custom puzzle of his dog, Otto, for Christmas (yeah, that was a waste of money as it ended up in the trash when he bailed)...well, the company I bought it from is now stalking me! I swear they send me more invitations to purchase junk than any other company. I think I've gotten about five emails from them in two days! GO AWAY!