I'm struggling with my new job. I'm frustrated at being thrown into something and then being pulled out of it...I feel like I'm on a yo-yo. I expressed this to my boss today and we're gonna try and work on improving that. It's just hard right now and whether I'm up for the emotional task of getting this to work or if I need to jump the boat now and save my emotional sanity...then...well...we'll see.
I miss the river! I wish I could just hang out there and not have to deal with anything that the "real world" has to offer. I'm finding as each day passes that I'm not on the water, I start to miss it a bit more and I start plotting ways of getting back to the water. I know I'm not alone...the other guides are feeling the same magnetism of the river.
