Oops, too much

I went to yoga for an hour and then hit Pipe Works for two hours...oops...I thought I could handle it...but...well...at about 9pm I started to hurt and I know that if I go to sleep I'm going to be flippin' hurting in the morning. Yikes! I did too much exercise and will now have to pay the price. Poo!

On a different note, I had a good day. I took the day of work to do stuff that I wanted to do...I did fun stuff in the morning then went to lunch with my best friend. It KICKED ASS! It was this odd eating experience at a place I've never been and I can't even begin to tell you about it...you wouldn't understand. Anyway, after that I dealt with school stuff. I've got a lot to get done and a lot that feels out of my power but that's okay...I'll deal with it one foot in front of the other.

I'm really excited about the pub crawl on Saturday. I'm going to drink!!! I feel stable and in control and I think that I'm in a place where drinking will be okay and perhaps...even...fun! WOW!

Don't Stand So Close to Me

I'm sure you've heard that great 80's song, "Don't Stand So Close to Me," I wanted to send a word out to you - you - you- you know who you are...stop standing so close!!! Hahaha!

Anyway, today was good, I feel this inner love. It's tingly and warm and it feels like I wanna cry about it - don't ask why...I'm not even sure.

I got a phone call today from Apollo. I haven't heard from him in far too long. We chatted a bit about life and love. Apollo's been a good friend of mine for about five years now and at the end of a good conversation he'll always tell me "see you in six months." I have a tendency to come in and out of friendships and Apollo knows that sometimes I just need some breathing room. He's the same way.
Our conversation was interesting, I've never talked with Apollo about love before because I have always been so convinced that it's not something I have ever felt. So we chatted about how live with this feeling and it was productive and good. I miss him! He lives in Utah and is one of my twp guy friends that isn't one of "those guy friends."

Do you miss someone? How do you deal with that?

I miss someone today. I miss someone, something I don't do too often but something that I'm learning can take a lot of depth to understand. I feel content and balanced but I feel the absence of this person today, I feel it strong within my guy, within my throat and within my heart.

Do you miss someone? Why don't you call them?

I'm sure you have your reasons, I have mine too...perhaps the cell phone or the telephone in general really wasn't that great of an invention.

My Arms are Fried!

I did some great things I love today...it seems like I say this ever day...ehehehe! :)
Anyway, I got together with Chad and we went down to some random water area close to the bay...he'd know the place if you ever wanna try and go yourself. Just ask and I can get the info for ya. He has kayakes so we paddled it out onto the water and then...this was the most amazing part of it all...we climbed! Have you ever attempted to climb a cliff starting in a boat. HA! Let me tell you, it was the most challenging thing I've done in a long time (I'd like to say EVER but my memory has been shit today). It was so physically demanding that my fingers, hands, and arms are trembling even though I haven't been moving for some time now. HA! It's moments like these where you learn so much about yourself and your own body. It's great!!! I'm making a pledge to myself to try something (anything really) new each month. NO EXCEPTIONS!
I've actually signed up for my first experience paint balling. I think that should be fun!

Anyway, when we got back I did my taxes - a whole 20 minutes...hahaha, anyway, I can't wait to see that refund! YIPPEE! Now, I'm just chillin' with Chewy, Wally and a tall cold glass of magnesium. Apparently the average person doesn't have enough magnesium in their diet so supplements are a plus plus. It's suppose to be a calming agent...I just like the way it tastes, not sure that it actually calms me any. Oh well!