I'm sure you've heard that great 80's song, "Don't Stand So Close to Me," I wanted to send a word out to you - you - you- you know who you are...stop standing so close!!! Hahaha!
Anyway, today was good, I feel this inner love. It's tingly and warm and it feels like I wanna cry about it - don't ask why...I'm not even sure.
I got a phone call today from Apollo. I haven't heard from him in far too long. We chatted a bit about life and love. Apollo's been a good friend of mine for about five years now and at the end of a good conversation he'll always tell me "see you in six months." I have a tendency to come in and out of friendships and Apollo knows that sometimes I just need some breathing room. He's the same way.
Our conversation was interesting, I've never talked with Apollo about love before because I have always been so convinced that it's not something I have ever felt. So we chatted about how live with this feeling and it was productive and good. I miss him! He lives in Utah and is one of my twp guy friends that isn't one of "those guy friends."
Do you miss someone? How do you deal with that?
I miss someone today. I miss someone, something I don't do too often but something that I'm learning can take a lot of depth to understand. I feel content and balanced but I feel the absence of this person today, I feel it strong within my guy, within my throat and within my heart.
Do you miss someone? Why don't you call them?
I'm sure you have your reasons, I have mine too...perhaps the cell phone or the telephone in general really wasn't that great of an invention.
