I am having a good day! Maybe GREAT day! I went to my second event for the day and it was a class about remembering and finding that you, the one hidden away inside. It was great and spiritual in all the right ways.
I would like to now confess some stuff...stuff...that I have denied to myself and others for a long time but that I realized today I want, I always will want and there is NOTHING wrong with that! It's okay and it doesn't make me any less of a feminist! YIPPEE!!! On that note, here are somethings I want:
1. I want to get married. I want to find that perfect guy who makes my soul feel at ease and who teaches me so much about life, living, loving and myself. He should be someone I can trust, a trust grows and not one that happens over night. He should be someone who will tell me the truth even when I don't want to hear it. If that means I cry, oh well...if that means it hurts, oh well...I want to hear the truth! I value that. I want this guy to add to what I already have, not take away and not complete - but to help it further.
I have this deeper knowledge today that he's out there. This feeling is amazing! That he's real! He tells the truth, he loves open hearted even when scared and he brings that out in me, he forces me to acknowledge things like...the stuff...stuff...
2. I want to have kids (yes, even plural. I don't want them today but I want to share that with someone I love and someone who loves me in return).
3. I want to have a home where I can be a stay at home mom, or he can stay at home. A dynamic that is equal and good.
4. I want to cook! I want to try new recipes and make you cringe. I want to make home-made pies and ice cream. I want to see you drool over my creations! In return I want the same.
5. I want you to drive.
It is okay for me to be soft, it is okay for me to act like a girl when I want to and when I don't, I don't have to!
Again, I value truth so much!! Truth!!! I will always tell you what I'm thinking if you ask. I want that from you!
