I'm being offered a really cool opportunity. I'm being offered the chance to spend the summer in Maine, on the beach, teaching adults to read. The program is focused on increasing adult literacy and it's through a non-profit group. It sounds like such a great fit for me. Look at some of these places I'm considering...
I forsee Chewy and me hanging out on the water during the day and reading on the porch late into the night. I suppose my last break up really gave me wings. It taught me that I have to live life in my own fashion if I'm to be happy. If I give in to some thing that isn't 110% me, then it means I'm hurting myself. One thing that I really didn't realize at the time was that I was so jealous of him, so flippin' jealous! He had a freedom of self that I am just now getting to. I'm excited to be at this place and can say that I'm not jealous of him now. Because, I realize that the only thing holding me back, was myself.
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Crush boy was adorable today! We sat around talking for a while and shared a piece of gum. Instead of thinking like I use to and worrying about if he was someone I would marry or someone I would want to have kids with...I'm actually considering trying him out and just seeing what happens!!! WOW! A whole new concept...who would have thought that I could take any relationship one day at a time. Although I am leaving the state in a matter of days...weeks...a month...hahaha...so I suppose this is really the best path. I'm feeling blessed!
