The question has been raised that perhaps I am running. A friend has suggested that Maine is my escape from here, from this place with feelings and emotions I hate. With thoughts about people who have been less than true and pure. I would like to address this in depth.
I am actually, shockingly, and with pride...not running! Yes, I am in love. I am madly, madly, madly, truly, madly, deeply in love. Some of you know just how crazy positive my energy has been lately - it's been contagious. In a way I'm sorry for that, I know that I hate it when others emotions are contagious, but this one I can't help and it's certainly spreading. I've come to accept that I'm in love and that's okay, even if I can't be with that person 50% of the time or 100% of the time. I am able to love and I can love from anywhere. I think that through accepting my own emotions I am actually working on releasing something that needs to be released...a feeling I've been fighting with all my might for months and months...finally I have caved into myself.
Alena asked who I'm in love with...I just laughed. I'm in love with life!! I've found this whole new place inside myself that is so happy and full. I am so filled with love of life that I'm not running to Maine to escape someone, I'm running to Maine to share my love with anyone and everyone. I have so much to offer right now and all I can do is accept that with open arms.
