Sunday, February 17, 2008

Change

I have absolutely nothing that I have to do today. Is that the weirdest thing ever? I think it's been about two years since I've been able to say that.
I don't have a boyfriend to entertain, a friend to "play" with, a breakfast/lunch/dinner to attend, no dogs to rescue, no chores to do, no homework, no class, nothing required of me! WOW!
I'm actually a little stressed out by it. Go figure! It's almost as if I've forgotten how to entertain myself.
I went to Yoga this morning and got my ass kicked. BIG TIME! I don't remember ever sweating that much and enjoying it. Then I went and picked up a puzzle and some movies. Now...I can do anything...will I walk my dogs? Paint my nails? Pick my nose? I can do whatever I want. OH MY GOD that seems like a lot of pressure for me!
Deep breathing, deep breathing...
I'm going to try on my new bikini that I got for the ocean this summer. I'm excited about that. What else? No telling, no expectations, no wants, no desires...