Things are changing and yes I'm scared. I'm terrified of leaving California for the six months I will be gone. I feel like my life was really coming together and now I have to drop everything and pick it up again. Start over, again.
I want to do this because I know it's God's will and it's what I'm suppose to be doing, I just have to get over my own emotions associated with the whole thing. I know I'm coming back and six months is really no time at all...but something in my gut wants to hold onto the past and I just can't, I know...I need to move forward, that's the direction the world goes in.
