Would it kill him to be my friend? I care about him and he's cut me out of life and that hurts more than anything. Don't I deserve a friendship? Why can't we have that?
It was another really long and emotional day and rather than tell you what all went wrong, I'm just going to say that I love each and every one of you. Without the people in my life, I just couldn't keep doing this. I'm exhausted, emotionally drained, and completely broken. I need a hug more than anything right now. I need your hug!!